Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
My two biggest insecurities are:
Every time I write an essay or study for an exam I’m constantly thinking to myself “what if this isn’t good enough, what if I haven’t developed my ideas fully, what if the professor thinks I’m an idiot”. I think this is why I tend to procrastinate so much - I’m scared of putting in a huge amount of effort just to end up failing.
- I’m too sensitive/overanalytical when it comes to relationships
It seems to me that the second I become optimistic about where a relationship is potentially heading, it all goes to shit. I can’t help thinking something is wrong or the guys feelings have changed because of the stupidest things - like not getting a text reply for what I consider to be a long time.
Basically, my brain needs to chill the fuck out and realize that 1. I’m an extremely smart individual who can accomplish amazing things when I put my mind to it, and 2. I’m awesome just the way I am and if some guy I met in a bar doesn’t see that then he can fuck off.